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engar tuye tariki gom shodam az tu surakhe gusham miram tu jomjomam kalameharo kenar , mizanam mishinam kenar maghz poshte daricheye chesham haminjoori head mizanam , pa mikoobam [ah] fek konam ye asabo zire paam koshtam kasi jolo daram ni hame mikhan edam sham poshtam hichki ni shayad khar poshtam telephone zang mikhore , velesh kheyli gozashte az oon rooza ke yeki vase to tang mishode delesh hatman eshteba gerefte , kash in bacheye hamsaye ghat mishod hegh heghesh sedaye geryash roo mokhame , gozashte tu mokhame kheshabe mosaken khalie , noore ala noore , aalie pip peyk pip , pip peyk tagari , pip peyk sardard pip peyk gham , pip peyk khatari nemitoonam rah beram rooye khat, dahanamam mide booye bad gijam , baz pip peyk pip peyk mokh rip zad , hamechio 2 ta mibinam nemidoonam ki aslie ki fake , baz pip peyk , pip peyk ring ring , telephone baz ah velelesh labod edareye amare mikhad bebine age mordam rooye esmam khat bekeshe boro hamin alan az tah bekeshesh hey ba toam , pelkato basti chera ? manam mikham bebinam ben , pasho pasho lash nakon midonam halet khosh ni vali , tekoon bede oon tane asho lasho telo telo mikhori , divara tane mizanan behet , mikhori zamin , hame mikhandan bet ahamiat nemidi , pa mishi rah miri miri ye gooshe ke kasi nabashe miri too fekr , be ga miri manam mishinam too saret dood mikonam in pipe lanatio bad ba khatere haye lakhte shode roo maghzet sargarm misham o zakhmasho mikanam . hal mide midooni ke ? khoon mipiche too saret joosh miari bad , eyne divoone ha mikhooni sher cheshat dagh mikonan o sedat milarze , zamino gaz mizani , mosht mikoobi besh har seri too fekreshi ye gand mizani ya zamin mikhori ya dasteto mibori ya miri too daro divaro kabinet , fel fel siah ham ke gaeedet mizani be ghaza boghzato ghurt midi , be khodet zur migi bazi vaghti fek mikoni rooh didi tu khune cheragho roshan mikoni chizi nist , vali jav hanooz sangine tars dari tu delet , bikhab mishi , pip por mishe tootoonesh mikeshi ta sargije begiri , bekhabi , shabo rad koni , baz sob mishe montazeri mese hame oon soba , mese hame oon soba jadidan khab ke mibini shak dari ke shayad zendegie asli tu khab bashe na vase filme "inception" , chon 2 ruz pishet gonge tu zehneto khabat kheyli tabiei taran a bidariat , haghighi taran a bidariat , mikhabi baz pelk roo pelk mizari ye abshare siah miad root ki bat bood ? ki bat hast ?mohem nist , to tanhaei hamishe nafeto ba tanhaei boridan , "omidvaram be harchi mikhay beresi" har sal ino migan , sare kario bi rabt nemidoonan to tu owje sarmaei o bi ghalb ooni ke mitape tu sinat dastgahe pompaje khoonete na ashegh mishe na dige mishkane alaki ras migan hame ba ye nishkhande chapaki chi mikhay to vasate in hame avazi adadaye gooshit hame jofto jur mishan yazdaho yazdah , se ta 2 , se ta 4 , se ta 5 , se ta 3 hese ajibie nakhaste oomadi vali hala ke tooshi pa kareto bokon che ba shak che ba fekr , manam mirinam too maghzet chon too jomjamat service behdashti nabood az in be bad khodet nabash ! boro too naghshet yekam ehsas shi amoo ....